As many of you know i lost a very special person in my life last week! My sister lost her perfect baby boy Maddox Cruz Redman on November 17 2009! He was the most beautiful baby i have ever seen, he was perfect in every way! He was 5lbs 7oz 18 1/2 inches long, born at 5:41 pm! I love and will always love him. I wish that i were able to hear him talk, learn to walk, say Aunt Lin Lin i love you, and watching him grow into a beautiful young man! I have been so blessed to have gotten to see him and tell him i love him! I cant begin to tell you how blessed we have been with the support of our community family and friends, but most of all our constant faith in the Lord! I know it seems like it now but he never gives you anything that you cant handle! My family is strong and we can make it through this day my day! We have already grown as a family in adding another family to ours the REDMANS, they have been a blessing to us and Damon Victor Redman you are the most amazing man i have ever met, you have taken care of my sister and have never left her side through all of this and i love you for that! I am so very thankful to have the REDMANS in my family!
My sister is the strongest person that i know, she makes me want to be a better person! She is the best Sister, Daughter, Granddaughter, Fiance, and MOTHER i have ever known! I wish i could take her pain away everyday, i have always been the big sister who could take care and handle anything but I'm finding it hard to handle this situation but i know that i can and will! Lacey has always been the one to be there no matter what, she never judges anyone and always knows exactly what to say! Growing up she was always there to help me when i needed it and to get my head back on straight! I miss being little and playing "School bus" with the four wheeler and playing house in which i always had to be the mother, and talking through our hole we made in the wall connecting our closets late at night! These next few days, weeks, months, and even years are going to be hard! I would just really like to thank EVERYONE who has been here for my family!
On a lighter note i am so thankful for everything that i have and everyone who is in my life! I'm glad to be back at work but I'm ready for Thanksgiving and to be with my Family!!!!! I am going to start keeping up with this thing more!
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Beautiful Wednesday!
Today didnt start off as well as i had wanted it too!! Yes, i should be thankful for my wonderful husband who never leaves in the morning without a kiss!!! Love that!!! Im pretty sure i woke up on the wrong side of the bed! Everyone at work as been sick and i guess its my turn to get it as well, so i feel like crap! Im pretty sure that at any moment i could break down and cry!!!!
Lastnight at Dance was fun, im really sore today, which im pretty sure that is a good thing! Im so ready to get back into shape, the weight i have gained being married HAS to come OFF!!! Planning the baby shower lasnight was really fun as well those girls are awesome, and i couldnt do this without them!!!!
Tomorrow is the opening day of BOW season and im so freaking ready! Im so ready to be out in the woods maybe all this stress i have will be left out there!! Something about being in the deer woods is soothing and makes things so much better!!
Chris is almost done with this big wood job he has been working on, and i know he is ready to be done, he has had so much stress to deal with, but tonight is the lastnight, then its off to my parents to finish their wood floors which i cant wait for he can work and i can see my family!!!!
Im so ready to get back to the cabin but its not looking good for this weekend we have so much to do!!! Thursday is opening day, and working at my parents, Friday is clarksville Panther Homecoming, Saturday is Tucker Family Pictures, and Single Tree at galla, and Sunday is Church and working at my parents!!!
Lastnight at Dance was fun, im really sore today, which im pretty sure that is a good thing! Im so ready to get back into shape, the weight i have gained being married HAS to come OFF!!! Planning the baby shower lasnight was really fun as well those girls are awesome, and i couldnt do this without them!!!!
Tomorrow is the opening day of BOW season and im so freaking ready! Im so ready to be out in the woods maybe all this stress i have will be left out there!! Something about being in the deer woods is soothing and makes things so much better!!
Chris is almost done with this big wood job he has been working on, and i know he is ready to be done, he has had so much stress to deal with, but tonight is the lastnight, then its off to my parents to finish their wood floors which i cant wait for he can work and i can see my family!!!!
Im so ready to get back to the cabin but its not looking good for this weekend we have so much to do!!! Thursday is opening day, and working at my parents, Friday is clarksville Panther Homecoming, Saturday is Tucker Family Pictures, and Single Tree at galla, and Sunday is Church and working at my parents!!!
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
Wonderful Start of Fall
What a wonderful morning getting to wake up to your wonderful husband kissing you bye and the feeling of FALL finally in the air! Im so jealous of our dog who gets to stay home and enjoy this wonderful weather!
These days work is pretty busy, which makes for a fast day! Im kinda ready for a break away from everything, Chris and I normally go to our cabin every weekend but we havent been able to make it in almost a month, the cabin is our home away from home and our place to just be alone with each other!! We are really looking forward to going to the Big Cedar Lodge sometime soon to watch all the leaves change and to see all the wild animals, and to just GET AWAY!!!
Im so ready for this job Chris is working on to be over i miss him being home and being able to cook for him!!!! The money is awesome and we love it but being gone all the time sucks! I just have to take it and go on!! I love my husband he works his butt off for us and it shows we have everything paid for and do not NEED for anything! I have found a man just like my WONDERFUL DADDY, and growing up that is all i wanted in life!! He is my ROCK and i could not imagine my life without him.
Chris and I are counting down the days to when our first real nephew comes into this world! Maddox Cruz is due to be here Wednesday December 23, and we cant wait he is going to be so beautiful and his Aunt Lindy and Uncle Chris are going to spoil him to death!! We have bought him so much stuff and im planning my sisters baby shower which is set for Saturday November 14th at 2:00!!! Maddox is going to have the worlds best Grandparents and Aunts and Uncles!
Tonight is going to be a busy one! First Zumba with my wonderful Momma and Sister and then off to a friends to work on the baby shower!!!
These days work is pretty busy, which makes for a fast day! Im kinda ready for a break away from everything, Chris and I normally go to our cabin every weekend but we havent been able to make it in almost a month, the cabin is our home away from home and our place to just be alone with each other!! We are really looking forward to going to the Big Cedar Lodge sometime soon to watch all the leaves change and to see all the wild animals, and to just GET AWAY!!!
Im so ready for this job Chris is working on to be over i miss him being home and being able to cook for him!!!! The money is awesome and we love it but being gone all the time sucks! I just have to take it and go on!! I love my husband he works his butt off for us and it shows we have everything paid for and do not NEED for anything! I have found a man just like my WONDERFUL DADDY, and growing up that is all i wanted in life!! He is my ROCK and i could not imagine my life without him.
Chris and I are counting down the days to when our first real nephew comes into this world! Maddox Cruz is due to be here Wednesday December 23, and we cant wait he is going to be so beautiful and his Aunt Lindy and Uncle Chris are going to spoil him to death!! We have bought him so much stuff and im planning my sisters baby shower which is set for Saturday November 14th at 2:00!!! Maddox is going to have the worlds best Grandparents and Aunts and Uncles!
Tonight is going to be a busy one! First Zumba with my wonderful Momma and Sister and then off to a friends to work on the baby shower!!!
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